New Feelings
9:47 A.M. June 30, 2008
Kayla
Great paragraph: "For most of us, you have to understand that unless you have that moment where you really question the relationship, unless you've had that moment where you negotiate with your partner for boundaries, you're really not ready to make anything permanent."
In awesome news, we're supposed to be getting a Wii soon!
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Jordon's Absence
9:17 A.M. June 08, 2008
Kayla
I'm already missing Jordon. He only left yesterday, but he's going to be at camp for the next two months. It's really not as bad as it sounds - he has his cell phone and comes home two nights a week, but I still miss him. Not only for the lack-of-seeing-him reason, but because this is Iowa's Tornado Season, and even last night, people were freaking out about tornados. What if he gets hurt? Plus, what do I do when the staple of my social life is gone?
Mostly, what I've been doing, is watching television. I normally abhor television altogether, but I've had nothing else to do. If I had a Wii, I'd want to play WiiFit, but I don't. I've been watching Law and Order: SVU. (For which there's a marathon on for in a half-an-hour on USA.) It's a pretty good show. Then, I'll also watch CourtTV's (TruTV's) Forensic Files, and Monk/Judge (Insert Judge's Name here. Whichever one's on.) That's about the gist of my days anymore, which is depressing. I plan on playing Jordon's copy of Brain Age that I borrowed from him, and attempting to lose some weight while he's gone. But meh.
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Tornado Thoughts
3:36 P.M. June 02, 2008
Kayla
You know...a tornado recently took out a nearby city. Parkersburg. And that does suck for the people in the city. While I respect and understand all of their losses, this isn't directly towards them.
This is directed out of my own anger and annoyance. It's just that there's a Facebook group called "Praying for Parkersburg". Which is fine and all. But doesn't it just annoy people when you think about it? How, out of these 7,000 people in this Facebook group, maybe 20 are actually doing something to help? Doesn't it just annoy you when you think about it? That out of all of those people, almost 99% of everyone in that group only joins to SEEM like they really give a shit about someone else but themselves.
On that note, I refuse to join the group at this moment. Selfish, maybe, but I don't want to. Because, in my mind, to join a group like that, I have to show that I actually DO want to help Parkersburg. So I am. I just finished sending off e-mails to the city council of Parkersburg asking them where donation money can be sent, and I just sent off e-mails to four of the nearby theatres around here to ask them if they'd be willing to allow students to sell tickets to their theaters to allow a bit of fundraising towards Parkersburg. I'm thinking about sending off an e-mail to my principal to see if he'll allow me to set up some sort of activity in our school gym to work as a fundraiser. I guess I'm going to see how that works.
Jordon's done with school now. As of yesterday. He goes off to camp soon. I'm going to miss him. :(
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Death
8:00 P.M. May 25, 2008
Jordon
Why do we exist? We live through our whole lives collecting a bunch of useless materalistic shit. Then we get we throw all that worthless obselete outdated shit in our attic then we die off with a small pile of TRASH in the attic of a rotten old house. And maybe we don't even end up with that. Maybe a huge tornado comes along and shreads everything we've ever done in life to little undisginusishable pieces. Kills off everyone we've ever known and loved. Then we die a slow painful death laying on the ground bleeding. And then we're gone and there's no point to anything. The world is still the same. Nothing at all has changed, We didn't even leave behind a fucking footprint in the dirt.
What would happen if everyone just died overnight. Poof gone in a flash of lightning. And just left me? What would even be the point then? I'd be all alone. There really is no point to life. I'd eventuallaly just turn to dirt and whitter away. And nothing would have changed!
There's no point to build up all these intimate relations with ours. They don't even change anything in a world this fragile. Anyways, who says to microscopic little cells meeting could ruin lives?! People are dying! Fuck everyone. I'm going to listen to sad acoustic music now and sit in the corner of my room and wait for the end of the world. I hope it's coming sooner rather than later. I don't think I'd leave much of an impact on the world anyways.
*End Vent*
Twilight Fangirls: Attack!
7:45 P.M. May 23, 2008
Jordon
Let's face it... Twilight fangirls scare me. For those of you who aren't foaming at the mouth over Edward have never heard of it Twilight (and it's sequels) is a gothic vampire romance novel within by Stephanie Meyers. Emo chicks and Gothic chicks and even poser wanna-be goth chicks have wet dreams Sexual Fantasies over Edward Cullen. The novel is largely unknown to the male population who is straight comfortable with their masculinity.
I'm currently reading the second book, New Moon. I recently picked up and read the first one Twilight after being commanded to read it by Kayla. I actually did sort of enjoy it. It IS a good book. And Edward does indeed ooze sex appeal. I mean.. like yeah... he's awesome. Although Alice is much more sexy. But anyways. I'm sitting here reading both these books at school, and I'm ever gratful the male population of my friends doesn't know of their existance. Because whenever they ask me what i'm reading (Side Note: Don't you hate it when you're really into reading a book and then someone who doesn't understand the concept of reading as recreation comes up to you and goes "What are you reading?" and you mumble the name of your book to them clearly not inviting conversation. But then they are obbvious to the fact that you wish they'd shut the fuck up so they continue own to try and start a conversation by asking you what the book is about when your clearly trying to read it and their asking you what it is about is distracting you from what it is about. And if they really wanted to know what it was about why don't they just go read the book for themselves or look it up online. Can't they see i'm trying to read something here and i don't want to socialize now! kthxbai!) I give them my best creepy "I'm-gonna-eat-your-soul" goth kid glare and say it's about vampires. But that is not at all the case when females comment on my choice of literature...
It begins something like this: "Oh! My! Gawd! Your reading Twilight! I loooooove that book! Edward is soooo hawt!" or "Twilight is my favorite book ever!" or a random conversation of about 10 females begins discussing how sexy Edward Cullen is. When I know in my mind he is in fact a selfish douche. I mean seriously. He KNOWS he's hurting Bella when he leaves. Jacob at least tries to stay with her. Edward is just annoying. If he was awesome he'd turn Bella. Instead he's just all stuck up and thinks he knows everything. And this is why Edward should NOT be a sex god to females. *pouts*
If I was a vampire I'd be infinitely more sexy and nice and less tempermental then Edward Cullen!
Reasons Kayla is Cute: Sleepy Talky
12:30 A.M. May 17, 2008
Jordon
Kayla is an amazing girlfriend. Few girls would let their boyfriend watch Battlestar Galatica (A sci-fi drama) while they were over. But Kayla was amazing enough to watch it with me. Although she did fall asleep almost instantly, some funny moments that she certainly won't remember tomorrow morning took place. Remember, she was clearly not awake at this time so don't blame her. Sleepy Kayla is all funny and cute, but not the amazing smart Kayla you normally see.
Perfect 5 o'clock Shadow: - There was a commercial for the new Indiana Jones movie on. Kayla had her eyes open at this time, but her brain was clearly turned off. The commercial boasted that "first he saved a nation, then he saved his father, and now he will save the world." Kayla's reaction was "Wooow, it must be pretty hard to save a nation... and the whole world! And he still has a perfect 5 o'clock shadow! He must have saved everyone all in one day all while having a perfect 5 o'clock shadow! He must be a god."
Nazi Charity - During the next break yet another commercial for Indiana Jones was on (Sci-fi is showing all three orginal movies back to back on Saturday and they were REALLY pushing for viewers). This time the commercial meantioned Jones saving the world and killing the Nazis. Kayla was amazed by this: "Why would anyone want to kill Nazis!? They'r really good people!" I looked at her confused and asked why. "Because they stand outside churches and feed the homeless! I've seen them! Why would you kill Nazis who help the homeless!? They give the homeless people soup."
The Sims - I've been playing The Sims 2 almost non-stop with Kayla recently. It's become short of an addiction for us. I don't know why that game is so fun. It's definitly a girl thing though. Does that make me a girl? But anyways, randomly in the middle of the show the cutely sleeping curled up Kayla jumps up! "Jordon! I can't find the wastebacket! You're going to have to pick up the dishes yourself. Call a maid for us tomorrow, please!" Apperently the love of my life was dreaming about playing The Sims with me. Remind me to make her stop playing it so much.
The Show Before Battlestar - I watched Dr. Who for about 15 minutes before Battlestar started. Dr. Who is such a... British show. I mean like yeah... it's just... You'll understand if you've watched it. But anyways Kayla couldn't understand how the show before Battlestar related to Battlestar. "This doesn't look like a spaceship? Why are there British people on a spaceship? Where are all the aliens?" "Kayla, this isn't Battlestar. It's the show before Battlestar." "What's The-Show-Before-Battlestar have to do with Battlestar? I don't get it!" "It has nothing to do with it. It's a different show." "Then why is it on before Battlestar?"
Making Out With Men Kayla: "What's going on? Why are you here Jordon?" "You're dreaming." "I am!? Then I can make anything I want?" "Yep, I'm a dream Jordon." "Ok then! I want to make a different guy!" *I looked at her sad and confused* "Now you two guys, start making out with each other!" *I started pretending to make out with an invisable guy laying next to me* *Kayla watched for a bit then suddenly wraped her arms around me and pulled be tight against her.* "No! You're mine!" Apperently sleepy Kayla is very possessive of her Jordon.
Sleepy Kayla is very very cute. I had to pick her up and move her to her bed before I left. =) I felt awesome. I hope she's sleepying tightly right now. I love her so much, She's the bestest girl ever. Even if she doesn't like Sci-fi.
Social Vibe
10:57 A.M. May 16, 2008
Kayla
My topic for today is this new website I stumbled upon today. It's called "Social Vibe". With all of the social networking that goes on in today's modern world, it's a great idea. Anyways, Social Vibe's main purpose is to raise money for charities that could use the help. Social Vibe gives money to charities like "To Write Love on Her Arms", "WWF", "PETA" and lots of others. How it works is that you, the user, sign up for their site. When you sign up, you pick a charity that you, personally, would like to help donate to. After you choose the charity that you believe in, you choose a "Sponsor" (The sponsors include Coca-Cola Cherry, Adobe, MAC, NBA, Sprint, Then She Saved Me, and quite a few others.) that will help pay for your cause.
After this, you customize an ad (you can see ours at the bottom of the blog) with your name, text, picture, colors, size, and other stuff and post it on your social networking sites and other sites. I have mine posted at Facebook, MySpace, Livejournal, and this blog. Every time a visitor visits the site/page your posted ad is on, SocialVibe gives you a "point". The more "points" you earn on Social Vibe, the more money you donate to your cause!
One of the other great things about Social Vibe is that you, yourself, also earn prizes. Certain sponsors, if you allow yourself to be sponsored through them, have drawings and give out other prizes to their sponsorees. For example, tickets to NBA games, a MAC make-up giftcard, and other things like that. So, the more you earn for your cause, the more you can earn for yourself!
Honestly, I know I sound like I was forced/paid to do this blog, but I wasn't. I honestly just stumbled upon Social Vibe and thought it was a great idea, so I figured other people might want to get into it as well. It's very easy to sign up, and I'm enjoying it so far. (Especially the web site's design. It's *oh*-so-gorgeous.) Hope some of you will be inspired to help these causes as well.
Thanks for Commenting: Kelsey, Alisanne, Najwa, Ashley, Abbie, and Irene.
Wedding Obsession
7:45 A.M. May 7, 2008
Kayla
Unlike most people, I'd much rather have a "goth" wedding than any sort of a "normal" wedding. I don't know why. If that makes me a freak, well, I'll accept that. It's just that I don't want to deal with all of the white stuff. White is definitely nowhere near one my favorite colors, and honestly, I don't think it's a color that decribes me in the *slightest*.
The wedding colors would have to be a dark, crimson red and black. Those would probably be the two main colors. I have yet to decide if I want an indoor or outdoor wedding. Quite honestly, I don't care either way at the current moment, but it'd probably be inside for my own preferences. (I hate bugs.) However, depending on who I marry, maybe he might have a preference for the outdoors, so it could go either way.
My dress would be important, too. I would like to wear a large dress, but not a completely "omggoth" dress. I want it to look semi-traditional...just to be in black or red. I'm not too fond of a train on my dress, so that probably wouldn't work. Just one of those large dresses. A ballroom gown, I guess, is what they're called? It would probably be mostly black, but highlights of that dark red would be very awesome as well.
I don't know. I think that really is about all I figured out so far about my little wedding in my head.
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10 Ways To Waste Time On The Internet (Plus one bonus way)
4:45 P.M. May 2, 2008
Jordon
For starters I don't know how to do the commenty script nor do I know how to access our account on Haloscan to do it for me. So this post has no comments until Kayla fixes it. (Jordon can do stuff on his own!) Secondly Kayla doesn't use paragraph tags. I find it funny. It makes me giggle.
Here is 10 quick ways (plus one) to waste time when you're really really bored and on the Internet. I felt like sharing because right now I am bored and on the Internet.
Flash Games
Reading
Giggling
Music
Prom Reflections
9:28 A.M. April 30, 2008
Kayla
Wasn't bad, though. Jordon came and picked me up around 3:30-ish. Then we went over to his house. Went up to the school to get some pictures done before prom. Back to his house. I got to play with the little chicks his mommy's raising. They're so cute! (Yes, I was in a prom dress playing with little chicks. They're so soft and adorable, except they can be very loud at times, which gets annoying.)
Then we went up to the school for the grand march. Which, honestly, just involved a lot of *standing*. Not really *doing* anything. Got to talk to Aubrey and Kate for awhile. That was fun. I met quite a few of Jordon's friends, including Fudge, who actually seems like someone I might get along with.
The grand march itself was interesting. Their entire gymnasium was packed full of people. All the seats were full and people were standing to take pictures. You walked down a "cat walk" to get to the end and there were "x"'s placed along the catwalk where you were supposed to stop to get a picture taken. Honestly, it just seemed more pretenscious to me than anything else, but I put up with it. C'mon, it's a school full of preps. What else is there to expect?
Then he and I went out to eat at this fancy place. Which was awesome. Except it was very full. I enjoyed the food, though. It was Italian (And a miracle that I didn't manage to get any of it on myself.) People and their "food presentation", though, make me giggle. Mostly for the fact that what in the world is putting a *piece of bread* on top of a salad that you serve going to *do* It doesn't really make it LOOK better, it just makes it look silly. Mostly because, well, c'mon, why is there a piece of bread on top of my salad?!? Either way, it was yummy food.
The prom itself...like I said before, horribly interesting. :P Random teenagers grinding themselves against one another. Except the funny part is that like, ALL the girls go onto the dance floor and grind against one another. And their boyfriends just kinda stand on the side of the dance floor drooling after them and pretending to grind against one another. It's quite hilarious, actually.
After-Prom was more of a disappointment than anything. It was okay, though. Guitar Hero and DDR were lagged. Jordon and I spent a good hour playing Connect Four. Which I suck at. And he kinda sucks at. Especially when we're half-asleep at two in the morning. (We kept trying to put the pieces in the board and kept missing and then we'd start giggling like idiots, and people would look at us like we were drunk or something.)
The "highlight" of After-Prom was a hypnotist. I must admit, I hate hypnotists. Mostly because they're completely pointless. Every hypnotist seems to keep the SAME plot for their shows. And doesn't it just seem mean? "Let's just hypnotise these people then make them do embarrassing things in front of their peers as a means of entertainment." It's like putting humans in a zoo, honestly. A legal form of it.
Anyways, that's my side of it. :P
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Facebook Annoys Me
5:00 P.M. April 25, 2008
Kayla
For one, you do *not* need 200 pictures of yourself on Facebook. I saw your ugly face once, I don't need to see it again. And again. In the same exact pose. With your cheek shoved against your "bff!!"'s cheek smiling at the camera while holding it above your head. Oh? And you're going to do it with your other "bff"? And another one? Wow. As if I wasn't tired enough of seeing your face already.
For another (this is more of a general rant than anything else), you can not be a "Christian" if you're having premarital sex. That's not how it works. If you're a Christian, you follow all of the rules. Not whatever rules suit you. And, by the way, putting "fun stuff" in your Interests with quotes around it isn't exactly a subtle way of screaming "I'm a slut!".
And here's something I'd love to break to all of you: No, you won't be "bffs". Your best friend WILL leave you at some point. Or maybe the friendship will break apart. But believing that you're "g2 always b there 4 1 another" is just stupid.
Another big point: You and your boyfriend/girlfriend are not "Madly in love, omg!! we r g2 get married as soon as we git out of hs!!" You're freakin' teenagers, for god's sake. From reading what you have on your Facebook, you really aren't even mature enough to wipe your own butt, much less decide who you're going to be marrying in your future. Don't try to give us this crap that you and your boyfriend (Who have been dating for...surprise! four days!) are madly in love.
Now, we must pick on random profiles to fully get a "gist" of this new "wide-spread" trend. Here's the contents of her profile: "What Hannah Montana Character are you?" (Anyone with Hannah Montana as one of their favorite TV shows should be checked for a mental disability. Espeically those over the age of TEN.) "What your Stripper Name?" (At least she's preparing for the future...) "My Flirt Wall" (Why doesn't it surprise me that you don't have any posts on that?) "My sexiest Friends" (OMG! Lyke...rate how sxy my friends r!!!") "Are you Interested In me?" (One of the first applications on her profile... Umm...full of yourself much?)
This is why Facebook/MySpace/whoring sites drive me nuts. Why don't they just call it "Get laid fast" and get the truth out there? (On another random rant, why is it I choose to wear a white t-shirt on the day that food seems to be magnatized to my clothing?)
Cute Dancing Kirby Post
12:30 A.M. April 24, 2008
Jordon
The world is very strange early in the morning. I sort of prefer doing my nerdiness this time of day. Eventually I plan to put something substancial on this site...
Like a pretty picture or something. But right now I'm just kind of wasting time. I'll make a nice introduction for myself at some point in the future.
Anyways right now I'm just sort of doing random stuff while Kayla sleeps. Because I'm amazing and she'll be surprised when she see's this. I think I should totally clean up her pages she made, but I'll put off messing with them till later.
I'll just make a sexy thing for my artwork.
Um... So I did have a topic to write about but I sort of forgot it. It's early... please don't punish me for it. I think I better just stop typing now. I'm so tired.
Let's end on a high note with cute dancy kirby...
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~*~Jordon~*~
